So, today the little group I'm involved in went to a high elements ropes course, it was really fun! I learned a lot and got to talk to people I don't usually talk to. It was nice to kind of step out of that little box I call a comfort zone.
Also, applied to the shopping center across the street, I'm really hoping I get the job. Sunshine also applied, and he has ALREADY gotten a call back and asked to come in for an interview! Wow! Jeez! If only they had that much of a desire to hire someone like ME :P
Also, I donated blood on Monday. Strange experience. Donated a pint in three minutes, fastest time all day, and almost passed out from losing that much blood so quickly! Haha! But I think it's something I'd do again. If only I could control the speed of the flow of my blood!
Now I shall vent a little. Complain, if you will. Lol. This is to a "friend" that I no longer really talk to anymore.
Hey, I just wanted to say hi. We don't really talk anymore, which is sad. I feel like I'm just completely left out of the loop everywhere I go, and I guess that's my fault. I don't take the initiative to say anything or start things with anyone. And when I do it's just awkward and boring and I never know what to do or say. I guess I'm just an awkward person. I have found myself becoming concerned for my friends' well being and their future. Which also bothers me. I don't think that I need to flood myself with worries if those people I'm worried about don't want help and don't care. I dunno. I guess I'm just venting. But I know I can tell you things, even though we never really talk. I miss the old days, when we didn't have to worry, when I didn't feel insignificant in peoples' lives. I mean I know I'm everything to Sunshine, and he's my everything, it's just I'm lacking in the "Friends" division. I mean yeah, sure, I have "friends". But people I can talk to? People I can open up to? Not so much. The only person I talk to on a regular basis is 3000 miles away. I love her to death and it pains me to even think about how much I miss her..
That's all I'll write on that. I will probably not even say all that to her. Maybe just hi. I dunno. Whatever.
Time goes by so quickly, people need to enjoy the good times, and learn from the bad.
Thanks for being patient with me. :)
