F-StopBlues

Death is a natural part of life, everything dies eventually, and I thought I had accepted that fact, even embraced it as a great passing into a better place. It's easy enough when that's said about myself, but when it's about others I love, I just don't know... death's a weird thing. My grandfather has Alzheimers and a few other medical conditions, he's had a great life, it's been very fulfilling, and he's been healthy all his life. He's getting very old, and it's just about his time. I cannot imagine how my father is feeling, his own parent withering away... Honestly I don't look forward to those days where I take Dad's spot beside the hospital bed. On a lighter note, it's Sunshine and mine's 2 year anniversary today! We're going out to eat and buying eachother fancy $10 skins in League of Legends because we can't afford anything else XD We're going to Johnny Carino's, he's never been, and it's my absolute favorite restaurant. I hope he likes it, I'm sure he will. I love him so much, I really look forward the the years to come with him. He makes me so happy and makes me feel so whole, he means the world to me. He's always there for me, and I can never show all of my appreciation no matter what lengths I go to. I'm so happy we're together, I don't know where I'd be without him!!!