LetMeGo

Truth is... I miss my family I miss my friends I miss being able to carry on conversations with people I used to know I fuck up I fuck up hard and I lose those friends But the thing is, it wasn't even me. You don't give a fuck about me. There are some of you I simply cannot talk to, I just can't. It brings up the pain and the rejection, but worst of all, the terribly amazing memories we share. "Dry my eyes so you won't know, dry my eyes so it won't show." Then when I DO have the chance to rekindle friendships, I FUCK THEM UP. What the fuck is wrong with me? Seriously? I feel so alone, I know I'm not, I KNOW that there will always be people there for me. Problem is, only one of them is here with me. Those words cut me deep, deeper than you'll ever know. Sorry I hurt you, but you can't just be "completely blunt" with me, and not expect me to be hurt by it. I've gone through things that you can't even imagine going through. I'm sorry, but "I'm sorry, now YOU fix our mistakes" isn't good enough for me this time. I've fixed too many people's mistakes in my life to just fucking take that shit and be fine with it. Sorry, but "no thank you" isn't good enough this time. So here's my rebuttal: Fuck you.