KidsInLove

I've had a relatively good week so far. My baby fishies died... Drake and Strawberry. I already miss them so much. I've had them for about two and a half years. Typical life span for goldfish, i guess.

Last night was quite amazing. Again, I'll have to tell you more about it when it doesn't mean so much to me anymore. People who are sensitive still read this, I guess. Which disappoints me. You shouldn't get upset with me because of something I say on here. It's my blog, it's my life, if you think you might read something that you don't like, then don't read it at all. Censor yourself, because I just now decided I won't do it for you.

Well I'll just tell you what happened last night.

I went to Sunshine's house, we watched a terrible movie. It just sucked. We ended up changing it to a funnier, much better movie. Which we barely watched anyway. We kept getting distracted by the computer, and cookies... stuff like that. I do believe he sprayed me with cooking oil once or twice, and I thought that was hilarious.... Part of me wanted to completely attack him and shove him against a wall, and the other part of me wanted to just be gentle. I couldn't decide so I didn't do anything. His mother made the most wonderful dinner. I enjoyed it very much. I felt like I was slow though, because I was the last one to finish my dinner. His little brother is so cute! He looks a lot like Pigeon, only of course, he's older, and everyone in that family seems to have the same teeth. Odd. But after all of this, we went outside to wait for my parents to get there. We sat on the curb and tried to find and pick out stars. We only could see three, not as beautiful as another night, but we sat there for quite a while, listening for cars and stuff.
Then we kissed.
That is all I will say about that.
It was amazing.
Ok I'll be quiet now. But really, wow.

I have my concert I'm going to on Sunday, tomorrow. I'm very excited, but I'm still a little bit scared.

So, right now, a little bit of me is feeling like I'm getting back at a few people right now. People that I don't necessarily WANT to get back at, but I wouldn't do it otherwise. Honestly, it feels nice.

So, I think I love him. But I won't tell him. I'm NOT going to rush this one. I've learned from that. He'll tell me. Not the other way around. But.... oh well I'll just stop now. I love him, that is all.