Just a few quotes and words that just randomly came to mind. These are said, or remind me of or by people I know.
"I love...not you!"
Colors
Fancy hair
Beautiful
Trust
Precious
Home
Love
Nonstop
"Druggies are people too."
"Filthy slut. You don't love him."
"I'll show you what abandonment is like."
Smile
Vampire
Summer
Oh gosh I'm so bored, can you tell? I went to that concert I've been reminding you about last night. It was really fun. We got there and met a few other guys, they were cool...
We stood in almost the same spot as I did last time I went there. I felt moderately bad for keeping them away from the group of people jumpin and goin crazy. But Sunshine promised he'd keep me safe, and he did. After Story of the Year played, we went out and saw them in their tour bus, it was really cool, I found myself with my jaw dropped to the floor, which I tried to pick up, but dropped again.
After that, we went back to the concert while Sunshine's mom and her friend went off to hang out with the band. We got to see some Flyleaf, which made me happy. She gave a speech and it just about made me cry. I would have if Sunshine wasn't there.
When it was time to go, we got a ride from his brother. He is so funny, I couldn't stop laughing.
You know, for once since I've lived here I feel like I have a life. Like an actual life. I have friends and places to go, and things to do. It makes me feel happy. I also feel like this place could actually be my home. Could. But it isn't yet. I don't know what needs to happen in order for me to feel that way, but it isn't quite there yet.
I'm going through one of my Homesick phases again. Maybe because I'm cutting ties with people I care about up there, or people that have moved away from there to other places. I miss them all, and I miss the mountains and the snow. Even though I can barely stand the "freezing" weather here. It was only, like, 50 degrees this morning and I just about died in my shorts and sweater.
Alright, now I feel like I'm rambling, I'll post again maybe tomorrow, maybe not. If I don't.... I'm sorry? ;) Alright, bye!
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