Exposure...

This blog is going to expose some people. For what they are. Honestly and truely. Some of it IS my opinion, and what I think of them. But it's still true, nonetheless. No lies, no cover-ups. I just feel like I need to tell somebody.

So, let's start out looking at California.
Now, I love her. I really do. But she's self-centered. She's a liar. She is an air-head. She needs to bathe more often, which probably isn't her fault, so I won't put too much blame of that on her. She can't really shut up, she's embarrassing to be around in my Creative Writing Class sometimes. God I'm going to regret writing this I know it. All of this. I'm going to regret it. But they won't know about it anyway.

Next, let's move right along to Bird.
He is a player. He's a man whore. He says these intimate things to girls to win their hearts over, therefore winning their bodies over. He's such an asshole. He says the same thing to every girl. "I love you for more than just your looks, babe." Girl says, "Like what?" He says, "Everything else..." He DOESN'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND HE WILL NEVER CARE. Ok?

Let's look at Magic.
He's very self-centred and I think he's a lot like Bird, only Magic has a bit more character and substance to him. But only a little bit. The way he treats California is retarded and I personally wouldn't deal with him for one second if I were her. He keeps telling her he's going to come here and visit her. He's been telling her this for the past year now, and what does he do the SECOND he has a sufficient amount of money saved up? HE BUYS A LAPTOP. Now, California, how much does he REALLY care about you?

Crane.
She's self-centered, again. She rarely controls what comes out of her mouth. She has no idea what she's doing at all. She's bossy and controlling, she's forceful and has a short fuse. She's a hypocrite and she's extremely vain. She'd rather stare at herself in the mirror any day rather than lay back and look at the stars.

Protector.
I'm stuck on the old him, I know. But he's such an asshole now. He either sees it, and doesn't give a shit, or doesn't see it and still doesn't give a shit. It just seems like I try to care so much about him, how he's doing, what he's been up to, how his family is, how his life is going. BUT ALL I GET IS SHIT BACK. He doesn't care about me, or any other girl for that matter. I was his "FIRST LOVE" WHATEVER. I wasn't. I'm pretty sure he's said this before to many many other girls, and if he hasn't, did he really mean it when he said it? I don't know anymore. I have to live with lies and broken promises with him and I'm so sick of it all. I just want the old him back. But he's told me the old him is no more and he won't come back. I'm lost and I can't blame it all on him, because he definately wouldn't be like this if it weren't for THEM. But it makes no difference, it's still his choice, his words, his actions. If everyone takes everything away from you, you can always keep one thing, your WORD. Stop lying, stop cheating, get a life, USE YOUR BRAIN. Go to school, get a job, get a REAL girl who actually cares about you and doesn't treat your relationship like an ITEM. We both know you're more than that. Be smart.



Now, I know I'm being Miss Negative in this one, but you must understand, there are things I have to get off my chest.




Turtle.
"I'll love you forever." "I wouldn't use you." WHATEVER, ok? You HATE me, you completely used me and left me, and the only reason you ever talk to me anymore is to bitch at me about something I did over SEVEN MONTHS AGO. Get over yourself, you aren't that great. You keep using and antagonizing these innocent girls. Girls that know nothing about you. They think you're everything, you know that. Then you just fuck them and leave them. You always get onto my case about "being heartless", take a look in the mirror buddy, I think you should look at who you are before you start telling me who I am.

Wanderer
Stop being such a stupid head. You aren't really that lost, stop getting involved in everyone's drama that you really shouldn't be involved in. Try to mind your own business and stay in control of your life for a while. Oh, and stop the cutting. It's so annoying and pointless. It doesn't get you ANYWHERE. "Relieve Stress" MY ASS. Did it really "relieve stress"? NO. NO NO NO. So stop.




Ok, now I want to say thank you to all of these people that care. And listen. And don't give up.





Finn
Ok, you're amazing. You've been through so much shit with me, and you still are my best friend. You know me inside and out. You know when I say something it says something else really. You can pick me apart and put me together again. And when you can't, you help me find the pieces. Thank you so much, I miss you and I love you. You're a great brother, you really are. Thanks for always being there.

Snowflake
Oh my gosh, I miss you so much, and I really love it how you try to help me and make me feel better even when your life is shit. You have a huge heart and you're absolutely gorgeous, you deserve everything you could ever want in life. Thank you so much for always sticking by my side all this time. How long has it been? Four years or something crazy? Love you.

Swan
You're my mother, of course I have to thank you. You honestly are a great example of how to screw up, but you are a good example of how to get back on track. I love how open our relationship is and how I can tell you ANYTHING. It means so much.

Sunshine
I know you haven't been here for me as long as the others have, but you're still amazing. You're totally cool with most everything, you don't judge people, and you're so funny. You just brighten up my day and my mood whenever you're around. You're incredibly sweet to me and you actually listen. You're good at telling who people are, and I'm glad, because I think you'd be completely lost with me... I don't know if you are right now.... But... Yeah. Point is, you're there for me, and we have a great relationship. You're like my best friend, only I'm in love with you. My mother always said this was the sign of a great relationship. And I love it. So thanks for being so good to me.

Wanderer
I know I just gave you shit up there, but you are still there for me. You're kind of like Finn about how you can pick me apart and put me together again. You know me inside and out. It takes a lot of patience to be able to do that. You do leave me randomly, but it's just who you are and I forgive you. But again, thanks for helping me through a lot of my hard times and understanding me even when you didn't want to.

So, I think that's all I'm going to put today. I'm definately sure to hurt some feelings here and there. But I honestly don't give a shit. :)

Love you, til next time LadyWar.