Pieces

Ya know, there are certain songs that remind me of certain people. Like how that song The Birds And The Bees by Breathe Carolina reminds me of Justin Timberlake every time I listen to it...?
Or how whenever I listen to The Gift by Angels & Airwaves I think of Snowflake?
Or whenever I hear the song Sleep by My Chemical Romance I almost want to cry because it reminds me of Protector.
Pieces by Red reminds me of Finn.
Follow Me by Uncle Kracker reminds me of Wanderer.
I could go on and on with these, but I won't.

It seems like things with Protector are more or less fixed...ish. I don't know. I'm still completely lost as to what I should do. I love him, but... I don't know. Maybe... Just... I don't know.

I occupy my days with driver's ed, naps, movies, and flash games online. It seems like a pretty boring existence right? I mean half the day I'm debating whether or not to call people and actually find something, anything to do. But, problem is, everyone I talk to doesn't live here. It kind of sucks...Ok it really sucks. But oh well, maybe I'll just... go out tonight and play Frisbee or something. I'm not sure.

Do you notice that I'm not really sure about anything? I just noticed that and it's starting to bug me. "Oh should I do this? Uhmmm maybe.. I don't know..." "Oh should I give this person a call and talk? Uhmmm maybe.. I don't know...". SERIOUSLY I NEED TO MAKE UP MY FREAKING MIND.