Sorry

So, imagine something for me. Something a bit strange. Imagine you go your whole life up until now not having an idea of WHAT you were. You knew you had to be something, you just didn't know what.
You always noticed you were a bit different from others of "your kind", more mature, growing faster, whatever you want. But you're different.
Now, you finally know what you are, and it seems impossible. Nobody has ever even proposed anything like this to you before, but it makes complete sense. Only thing is, there's probably not even a thousand of you in your entire country.

Sorry I haven't written in a while, I've been a bit busy with my life. I've had driver's ed. It's so boring, I don't know how many times I am going to say that through the next few weeks. But, I got my little green ticket to get my permit.

I met this guy, his name's Gage. He's really cool, and we share A LOT of things in common. Best part is, he goes to my school. And he's in my grade. I don't know, it's kind of nice to have a friend now. I haven't had a real friend in over a year live by me so I hope our friendship continues. But it won't progress into something more than friendship, I wouldn't agree to that.

Wanderer and I have been talking again lately. Obviously he doesn't hate me anymore. And I don't hate him. But, that doesn't mean we get along all the time.

So I was surfing the web today and I decided I'd go to a website that I see commercials for all the time on TV. Its called abovetheinfluence.com. It's really really cool and It kind of inspired me to write a poem. It had little prompty things, and I used a few of their keywords, but it's my poem and I made it up. Here it is.

I asked talk with me, too many times.
Can you hear me?
It's scary. Your denial and excuses...
You never know I'm scared.
Why do you do this?
You are my friend.
I've come to your rescue. I'm still here for you.
I love you...
Do you hear me?
Don't you care?
Do you really need it?
Your eyes told me, "I'm scared".
Talk with me.
If I ask you to stop...
Live above the pressure...
Live above the influence...
Live your life...
Will you stop?

Anyway, I had a long day, had to deal with a lot. So until next time.