AboutFinn

Finn's a great guy. He really is. He's pretty clueless sometimes but he's quick at learning things.
I think he's obsessed with me...

See, a while ago a bunch of Soap Opera-ish things happened between us and he ended up taking all the fall along with this girl named Jersey.

To make a long story kind of short, Finn and I were dating, Jersey confessed her love for Finn, Finn dumped me, dated Jersey without really giving a shit about me for a while, Finn started to like me again, then dumped Jersey for me, everything went well for a while but there were many secrets of cheating and whatnot that I was not exactly aware of. Finn broke my trust completely and I fell into a sort of depression for a while. Longest time I'd ever been sad over some guy...besides what happened with Protector. (later)

So basically, this whole time since then, Finn has been trying to earn my trust back and trying to get me to fall in love with him. Sometimes it starts working and I end up taking ten steps back to where I started.

Before all of this happened, we were really great friends. Before we moved away from Home. We lived very close by and we'd spend a lot of our nights walking around the neighborhood or hanging out at the park. He still really liked me and asked me out on countless occasions, which all the time I either accepted for less than twelve hours or politely declined.

I guess you never really know what you have until its gone. Maybe gone forever. Right?


Last night I talked to Kenai for two and a half hours. Surprising. Put me on the phone with a random guy for two and a half hours and by the time I hang up I'm pretty much guaranteed to have a huge crush on him. Messed up, right?

Today I had to clean the downstairs bathroom, as instructed by Swan. Swan's been a little on edge about everything lately. Eagle says that we all have to be "really sweet and loving and helping out". I dared to whisper, "As in be FAKE?" After my smart remark, Eagle replied, "What?" This is the time where I pretend like he didn't say anything and that I didn't say anything either and walk away slowly.

Again, tonight I have several calls to attend to. My call with Protector went better than I expected it to. The whole time I was either giggling or mumbling. But apparently, he thought that was a great phone call. So...I have to do it AGAIN tonight. Joy. He makes me so nervous and giggly and like I have no idea what to do. Crane is always sitting next to me while I put my several guys on the phone on speaker and evaluates them. She says that Protector has the sexiest voice (Note to self: Don't give Protector's number to Crane).

Now, I must have done something to cue the flood of family members to the computer/ upstairs. Parakeet wants me to play Wii with her. Crane wants to get on the computer. Crane is hovering over me wanting to talk to Rain on the web cam. She just scolded me for not turning off HER straightening iron.

This family confuses me sometimes. Until next time, LadyWar.