OneMoreTime

So, over the past few days, I have either been unable to post because of sucky internet connection, or simply because I forgot. I swore to myself that I wouldn't forget about my blog, and here I am just forgetting. I read something about putting the "fun" back in "funeral" and it made me laugh. So I found what kind of flowers I want in my wedding. They are amazingly beautiful. It's a calla lily. http://www.katinkamatson.com/prints/500/white_calla_lily.a.html

Don't ask me why I'm all obsessed over my wedding lately, because I honestly don't know. For my dress, I'm thinking white with a little bit of black, just because it looks really elegant. http://image.dhgate.com/upload/20096/56/4028804b0ed1353e010ed140d58104fc/productimg1244469917967.jpg
that's one. Here's another I like, http://s2.hubimg.com/u/640005_f520.jpg

Of course, I'm wearing my mother's wedding dress, but I think that I'm going to replace the ribbon with black. Let's all hope that by the time I get married I won't gain any weight. :)

http://www.wholesalereview.net/wp-content/uploads/2010/05/Wedding-Dress.jpg that's kinda what my mom's looks like.

I don't know where any of my family members are besides Eagle and the dog. It's awfully quiet in here.

Yesterday, Crane and I went to the park and played frisbee for two hours in the dark. Wow, the moon was beautiful. It's like ALMOST full and the sky was clear. It was just really pretty. We got 33 catches in the dark. Beat that. But, you can't. I bet.

Protector is being a great boyfriend. I love him. Always have. Always will. How many times have I said that? Oh well.

"I love you. I really do believe it, and so does my heart, which you have brightened into so many colors, so many happy colors. Once again, thank you."

That was from a letter given to me in freshman year, from Protector. I never thought that I could be so crazy over someone even after this long. Odd, right? I guess I know how all these other guys feel about me. They must be so hurt. See, this is my problem. I just can't stop caring. It's so annoying.