ThisTime

See? I'm over you. See? I can have another boyfriend. I'm TOTALLY over you!

OK, no, I'm not. But I love him. See? I LOVE HIM. Get it?

"I wanna scream I love you from the top of my lungs But I'm afraid that someone else will hear me. You can only blame your problems on the world for so long Before it all becomes the same old song. As soon as we hit the hospital I know we're gonna leave this town. Get new passports and get get get get get out now" -Fall Out Boy

I'm going to the mall tomorrow. Does it seem like I'm going crazy to you? It sure feels like it.
You can only go so long and have your heart torn into so many pieces before you lose it all.

My best friends' birthdays are in three days. I love them both so much :)

On that same day, I am participating in an experiment called Lifeinaday. You can find it on YouTube. It's really cool. I start driving school on the second, which I am just SOOO excited for...not really. Yeah, I'd rather sit on my ass all day and do nothing, shut up.

I'm really moody and I am so sick of everyone's bullshit. I'm done with them not being able to make the right choices and not seeing how to move on.

Whew, OK, glad I got that all off my chest. I love Protector, I really do. Sometimes though, its difficult to see him going through a tough time. He told me that he's ready for a change in everything. You know what, Protector? I'm ready for a change in EVERYTHING too. I want my heart to belong to one person. This is so difficult you have no idea.

I think I'm codependent.